and i hope you like jammin too
the boys (mike and bender) and i have been chillin, we're gonna sit back, watch some blind date and fifth wheel and play some speed chess. to the kill bill soundtrack no less, how perfect.
except for diff, who i mean, come on diff, it's not like there's anything i ever don't express to you anyway, i always feel weird writing about people on lj who i know read them. but uh, whatever. i got mvk to come walk me to gh and keep me company while i had dinner, that was fun! what else.. i had a ton of lab shit to do today, and i double booked myself for one oclock.. i was supposed to be running babies and monkeys... of course in a situation like that the babies win.. but i felt bad because i'm supposed to be in charge of this monkey project for a couple weeks now and uh i don't know if cancelling sessions is the best way to start. hopefully, the labbers at the bbq will be so taken with my pineapple cassarole that they forgive me. i'm psyched to make that shit, it rocks.
seeing kathy again on friday. to talk about how i feel about being bisexual. i've never really talked about that with her, even though i know she's really the perfect therapist for this. i guess i felt awkward before. but now i feel that my difficulties in feeling like i can share my personal life with others, or like i can't, cuz i'm gay, are some of my biggest problems, and that working through these with her will be helpful. we'll see. that guy from duh called me again too and got me to agree to come in and talk about going off the effexor, which by the way, has worked better than i thought it would. the only difference i notice is that i become irritated much more easily, and more intensely. perhaps it'll go away.
talked to my mom on the phone again.. she was a little upset cuz the cookies she sent got sent back to her. second time this has happened. she says she's done sending cookies. ha. oh well.
hmm talking to tori a lot. i'm sort of in that state where i just want to over do it, like i know it's probably better not to talk so much, but i also think we'll be fine if in a few days we just don't feel like talking for a bit. it's funny, the way i feel about us dating. like i want to take everything really slowly, just for the sake of enjoying it. totally new feeling for me. so cool.
okay, the japanese surf band from kill bill is play. woo oo woo oo oo oo. i love that.
except for diff, who i mean, come on diff, it's not like there's anything i ever don't express to you anyway, i always feel weird writing about people on lj who i know read them. but uh, whatever. i got mvk to come walk me to gh and keep me company while i had dinner, that was fun! what else.. i had a ton of lab shit to do today, and i double booked myself for one oclock.. i was supposed to be running babies and monkeys... of course in a situation like that the babies win.. but i felt bad because i'm supposed to be in charge of this monkey project for a couple weeks now and uh i don't know if cancelling sessions is the best way to start. hopefully, the labbers at the bbq will be so taken with my pineapple cassarole that they forgive me. i'm psyched to make that shit, it rocks.
seeing kathy again on friday. to talk about how i feel about being bisexual. i've never really talked about that with her, even though i know she's really the perfect therapist for this. i guess i felt awkward before. but now i feel that my difficulties in feeling like i can share my personal life with others, or like i can't, cuz i'm gay, are some of my biggest problems, and that working through these with her will be helpful. we'll see. that guy from duh called me again too and got me to agree to come in and talk about going off the effexor, which by the way, has worked better than i thought it would. the only difference i notice is that i become irritated much more easily, and more intensely. perhaps it'll go away.
talked to my mom on the phone again.. she was a little upset cuz the cookies she sent got sent back to her. second time this has happened. she says she's done sending cookies. ha. oh well.
hmm talking to tori a lot. i'm sort of in that state where i just want to over do it, like i know it's probably better not to talk so much, but i also think we'll be fine if in a few days we just don't feel like talking for a bit. it's funny, the way i feel about us dating. like i want to take everything really slowly, just for the sake of enjoying it. totally new feeling for me. so cool.
okay, the japanese surf band from kill bill is play. woo oo woo oo oo oo. i love that.