morning
i went to bed at 330 and woke up late for work, at 630. mike and josephine were sleeping on rector's futon, and now he's gone, and she's still passed out there, most def missing class or work or something. this is making me feel super responsible. we DID get far from sober though last night. bender and noam came over with bong building materials (the usual, plus a really nice valve.. all the foam gets pushed to the top really easily.) mike got shitarded for the second night in a row, and james started calling him an alcholic in jest i guess, which i thought was a bit awkward, but i guess they have that kind of friendship so whatever..
saw april earlier in the night which was cool, i haven't seen her much since last semester, and it's good to feel like i have friends in lab.
today i have lab at 230, and a bunch of infant papers i want to read at some point, so i can return them on monday. but i already worked out, so i have time, AND i get to see the harry potter movie tonight. haha. sweet.
also called my mom and got her to resend my passport photocopies so i can finally get paid. she's just gonna fax em straight to ryan this time, probably a good idea. he said i won't get a huge paycheck at first.. that he'll split the hours i've worked over the next few weeks so things don't "look weird". that's fine i guess, but i WAS looking forward to a rediculous first check. oh well.
tori's coming up on august seventh! pretty much just to see me i think... SO sweet. totally the kind of thing i wouldn't expect from her, but she's always like saying or doing things that show she cares more than i tend to think she does. it's really pretty awesome. that kind of continous pleasant surprise is a nice thing.
stopped taking my effexor a week and half ago, and FINALLY stopped having physical side effect thingys. i feel pretty good, i gotta say.. i had one bad night, but that was about it. we'll see. the guy from duh actually called the other day, but i don't think i wanna go back there.
ooo here's an alkaline trio lyric, that gives me shivers cuz it's so odd..
and like an empty steril room, somehow i've made a mess
like watching new-born babies crack from work-related stress
the idea of innocent little babies cracking from something as jaded as "work related stress" conveys a really cool sense of feeling i think.
AND on that note, i'm showering
saw april earlier in the night which was cool, i haven't seen her much since last semester, and it's good to feel like i have friends in lab.
today i have lab at 230, and a bunch of infant papers i want to read at some point, so i can return them on monday. but i already worked out, so i have time, AND i get to see the harry potter movie tonight. haha. sweet.
also called my mom and got her to resend my passport photocopies so i can finally get paid. she's just gonna fax em straight to ryan this time, probably a good idea. he said i won't get a huge paycheck at first.. that he'll split the hours i've worked over the next few weeks so things don't "look weird". that's fine i guess, but i WAS looking forward to a rediculous first check. oh well.
tori's coming up on august seventh! pretty much just to see me i think... SO sweet. totally the kind of thing i wouldn't expect from her, but she's always like saying or doing things that show she cares more than i tend to think she does. it's really pretty awesome. that kind of continous pleasant surprise is a nice thing.
stopped taking my effexor a week and half ago, and FINALLY stopped having physical side effect thingys. i feel pretty good, i gotta say.. i had one bad night, but that was about it. we'll see. the guy from duh actually called the other day, but i don't think i wanna go back there.
ooo here's an alkaline trio lyric, that gives me shivers cuz it's so odd..
and like an empty steril room, somehow i've made a mess
like watching new-born babies crack from work-related stress
the idea of innocent little babies cracking from something as jaded as "work related stress" conveys a really cool sense of feeling i think.
AND on that note, i'm showering