so im off to pack my things for ft bragg. i leave again friday. a year away and 3 weeks back home. it just doesnt seem like much. it was really nice to see the family again and all of my friends. but as usual i messed things up and lost someone very dear to my heart. i lost my bestfriend of 9 years. and come to think of the million other great ( Read more... )

so im sitting here in korea. ha got out of the pt test for now. i swear i can talk my way out of anything if i put my mind to it. anyways, not too bad i guess. atleast right now. ive started going out and playing pool. damn im learning soo much and getting good. ive also been learning phillipino. a really amazing language. they speak soo damn fast ( Read more... )

life is weird at the moment. everything is going okay i guess, but who really knows right? i feel like i have a huge piece of me missing. i love her to death and it drives me crazy that ill be away from her for soooo long. i miss her smile, holding her hand, and a million other little things she did that made me smile the biggest smiles......:(

so today chrissy got her surprise!! YYAAAY im sooo happy! i got her the one that she really wanted. it was the last one and omg im soo happy she got it. i LOVE making her happy. shes my entire world and ah im soo in love with her. well i gotta get back to talking to my babygirl!!!

i love you chrissy!!!!!!! everything is perfect....

i love you sweetheart!!!!

so today was interesting....well im just glad that chrissy and i worked everything out. it was nice. we talked stuff out and now were okay again!! god i love that girl. shes my life. wow i love her. haha all i can say is that i love you chrissy and im soo happy that youre my girl. im in love with you babygirl!!! and i cant wait until you get your ( Read more... )

i love you chrissy. youve always been there for me and i owe you my life. we are coming up on 2 years, and thats a huge thing to me. god im soo in love with you. i love knowing that my best friend is also my girl. and i also love telling people that youre MY girl and noone elses. people here consider me married ahhaah. when people ask if i have a ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do right now. today was a good day until now. i was calm for the first time in forever, and it was great. easy day at work for once and everything. then i checked my emails and now im right back to being severly depressed. what happened? im talking to crystal and shes helping soo much. but im still down as hell. the only thing i ( Read more... )

babygirl...i dunno when it is, but have fun at your backstreet boys concert k??? i know you were looking forward to that. so have a wonderful time..and then write me and tell me all about it!!! i love you dear! i should have internet next week, and a phone in my room like 2 weeks. YAY! i love you sooo much. never forget that okay??????? bye baby ( Read more... )

hey omg so i talked to her lastnite!!! its all okay!!! i love her soo much. i snuck into a building to use the phone and we talked for a few. god i love her. im sooo happy im not losing the best thing in my life. wow i dunno what to say. well im off to find a phone to call my baby!!!!

i love you chrissy!!!!! youre the best girlfriend EVER