Something has been taken from deep inside of me ( Read more... )

So, it occurs to me that I'm depressed.

"But wait CB, I'm a semi-regular reader of your LJ and you talk about being depressed a lot!" Yes, this is true. Thing is, I usually know when I'm depressed. I'll usually have this little hate spiral going on, or a "Blerrr" sort of day ( Read more... )

Deleted the last entry I put up. Not because no one replied to it by the time I did so, but because it was a Bad Idea. I hate doing stuff like that, and entries like that just reinforce the problem that was in them.

I'm sorry.

I'll continue the two 30 Day memes later, I promise. Just... not feeling up to it right now, in case any of you were actively wondering about that. I doubt it, but... XD

On the plus side, underglitch is showing some real activity at last. I'm proud of it. ♥

( Depressing stuff, bleh. There's more interesting things below. )

A pretty average day, then with one sentence, one truth, it all comes crashing down around my ears. Inadequacies make emotions a fragile thing these days.

Tonight would be a good night to escape into RP, I think.

Edit: Changed my layout. I think I like this one better.

I haven't eaten very much today. Like, the quantity of what I've eaten all day amounts to less than I'd eat at lunch. And right now I only feel slightly hungry, it's... weird. Really weird. In fact... Now that I think about it, my eating patterns have been on a sliding downhill slope ( Read more... )

There's a meme on my f-list right now that I'll likely do later, once I feel like doing it. Being able to remember back so far would be good, too xD (Since it deals with memories and all)

( Wah wah, angst nobody cares about )

Shit... Depressed again... Sometimes I wish I could just rant it all out like I did when I was a kid, but-... No, nevermind. Nobody on my f-list wants to hear about my petty problems. I think it's just caused by being lonely, anyway.On a brighter note, my Platinum team is better balanced than before. I traded out my Bronzor and Kadabra for a ( Read more... )

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RIP Maddie Blaustein. You will be greatly, GREATLY missed.