► God, what a rough night and morning. I was jittery and exhausted all night but didn't finally start drifting off to sleep until around 5:30am, only to be awoken by a sudden bang at 6:00am. I spun over in bed and flicked my desk lap on to find Storm sitting atop of my night table, some items knocked over, including my previously full glass of ( Read more... )

► I had a massive panic attack a couple of hours ago. For the second time in a week the fridge door was left ajar, with all of the items on the inside of the door room temperature. This time for around 4 hours instead of the 5 hours last Friday. My eggs appeared to be fine, still cool to the touch, as I had the carton inside the body of the ( Read more... )

► Yesterday and today I've been feeling increasingly anxious and depressed. The other day Dad suggested I go out with him on Wednesday, but for some reason I'm feeling really apprehensive about that. I'm not entirely sure why, but I'd prefer just waiting until Thursday or Friday. He and Claire are supposed to have gone out of town today and get ( Read more... )

► God damn, the Walmart brand of chips are no longer edible. Had some this morning and I've been laying in bed all day feeling sick to my stomach, with my hot water bottle turning my skin beet red.

I'd try throwing up to feel better, but I haven't "been sick" in 15 or 16 years. Years or extreme Emetophobia have seemingly made it impossible for ( Read more... )