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Make it go away. I dont want to keep thinking about what i was thinking about last nite. It makes me so emotional its pathetic. lol even tonite i wasnt talking about anything, just thinking that song "amazing grace" came on, and i started to cry again. but then "i'm a soldier" came on and i convinced myself it'll go away one day. lol i like this song tho it made me smile. I was soo tired all day.and Trevors been all disconbobbled i think, that always makes me feel bad because i dont know how to help and its probably my fault. and no just because ur not foreign doesnt mean i dont feel the same. u didnt even tell me that in the beginning so u have nothing to worry about. anyways us people born at St. Marys rock! lol. ugh ok i think my sad moment is over for tonite... i think. i just have to stop thinking. i need one of those things from MIB where u forget.