Slap Happy
hey ya'll i havent fallen saleep yet because i've been talking to trevor. i like spilt half of my secret life to him in the past 6 5 hours. and it feels great. i never really gotten it all off my chest and outta my head altho its still there. i'm just so happy i had someone to talk to. i had a huge breakdown. i think the most intense one i've had in yrs. i miss my nana. i need a hug, but theres no one here that knows it. i miss my dog. i wish i could bring her with me. then i wouldnt feel alone. i think it all just came crashing in. from all the years and the past couple of days. all the criticism and coundelors. and all the family and friend issues. and the bruce issues. my deepest secret ramains untold as it probably will for the rest of my like even tho i would feel better if someone knew. oh well. i love yuo trevor and thanx forjust listening when i neededsomeone to. good nite everyone. i'll be awake by 9 anyways.