its been awhile.

[rockrollduck]

i'm sitting in my room. at my parents house. i am just now getting everything organized...i'm just now starting to unpack. i didn't want it to be real - that i was living with my parents. it makes me feel like a real lazy fucker. and a disappointment. i've been trying my damnedest to break free of carmel for as long as i can remember. and where do i end up after i graduate?

right back fucking here.

its disappointing. i really expected more from myself.