if i could only list all the emotions...
tornado...that's the only way i can describe my emotional state lately. i have so many fears, anxieties, excitements, etc. i don't know how to deal with any of it.
i was lying in bed...in my bed...at my parents house..in my room...pink carpet and all - and i officially have no play area to run back to in bloomington. i bitched and bitched about all the exams, the papers, the everything that goes along with college - man what i wouldn't give to only worry about a due date of an 8-10 pager...
but no...now i have to worry about how i'm going to pay health insurance, car insurance, car loan payments, student loan payments, etc.
growing up is for the fucking birds.
(what would happen if i bought a one way ticket to dublin?)
i was lying in bed...in my bed...at my parents house..in my room...pink carpet and all - and i officially have no play area to run back to in bloomington. i bitched and bitched about all the exams, the papers, the everything that goes along with college - man what i wouldn't give to only worry about a due date of an 8-10 pager...
but no...now i have to worry about how i'm going to pay health insurance, car insurance, car loan payments, student loan payments, etc.
growing up is for the fucking birds.
(what would happen if i bought a one way ticket to dublin?)