Just when it can't get any worse.
Wow, this entry is a lot different than my last one. My life is amazing right now. I am seeing my friends the most that I have seen them in a while. Celeste and I are friends again and it feels fucking incredible. I start work tomorrow, which is kinda gay, but at least I will be making some money so I can go and indulge myself in some of the things I have been wanting to do for a while now. One thing is still bothering me though, even though I try not to think about it a lot. I wish Celeste and I were together still. Me nor her really know what is going to happen with us in the future. I don't want to pressure her into dating me if she isn't ready or if she doesn't want to. But I miss her like crazy. You wouldn't believe how much I miss her. I miss her smile, I miss her smell, I miss her hugs, her kisses. I miss everything about her, and it literally drives me insane almost because I never get any of that anymore. And it doesn't help any that we can't hang out until her mom gets home in another week or two because she went to the Machine Shop. So the next time we hang out will be like 2-4 weeks since we last hung out. I can't wait for that day to come. I am going to be so overcome with joy to finally see her again. But, life is good for me right now. I am content with it at the current moment.