Chasing Amy
So I just finished watching "Chasing Amy". That is probably Kevin Smith's greatest movie, in my opinion. He has this huge dialogue near the end of the movie about how he loved this girl so much and he let her go and he has regretted it everyday since then. And after that part, I really started thinking about me and Celeste. I am so madly in love with this girl and have so many feelings toward her. I can't lose her. I have to be with her. But I don't know how to be with her, when she doesn't want to be with me. I can't be without her. She is the one person for me. I haven't cried over our breakup since it happened. But after watching "Chasing Amy", and realizing how true that statement was, I couldn't help but do so. I can't live my life without having her in it. I can't picture my life without her in it. I can't date another person. I won't date another person. I have to be with her. I have to get her back. And if I don't, then I don't know what I will do with my life. I love you with all my heart Celeste. I love you more than any man could love another woman. And if we can't be together, I will never forget you. I will love you until the day my heart stops beating. And if I can't be with you, I will always be forever "Chasing Amy". I love you.