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So, we aren't friends anymore. Part of me is glad, because then the healing process for me will be easier. But at the same time it hurts me because I don't want to lose her. But I an hoping that in a months time or so, we can become friends again and everything will be fine and when we hang out it won't be weird. I am hoping. I can't lose her. She is my best friend and the love of my life. Hopefully everything works out in the end. Hopefully.