The sink is full of fishes, but she's got dirty dishes on the brain :)
I was just thinking...
Remember when we were little, and we always wanted to stay up past bedtime? Bedtime was at like 10 or whatever. Isn't it great that now I can just go to bed whenever I want. I can go to bed at fucking 8am if I want.
What I wouldn't give to go back to the carefree days of childhood. Where we didn't have to worry about school or work or money or parents or any of this shit we worry about now. The only thing childhood was about was having fun. Running around chasing butterflies or doing whatever. Just that magical feeling of childhood that just somehow escaped. *sigh*
I'm really glad I saw Dan today, it made me feel a whole lot better. He was doing a lot better today, and he was much more verbal than he was before. He's been so good about all the tests and IVs and bloodwork, and he's learning more and gaining strength more. Just seeing him fight it and getting better the way he is makes me feel a whole lot better. That fucker is way too stubborn to let this phase him, and you can see it. And he's still an asshole to all his friends, which is also very good. fuckin asshole ;)
Ya know what else is kinda funny? that's a term of endearment. How maryland and I call each other cunts and hoebags and bitch, and other such lovely words, but it's just love. So I could just IM maryland with "hey hoebag you wanna come with me to go see this fuckin faggot?" and she'd be like "yeah okay bitch, how is that fuckin asshole?" and it's just totally normal and natural. Sometimes I just think it's fuckin hilarious.
I was like, FUCK YEAH! yeah, there's something that i'm pretty much like that about, if it happens. Fuckin sexy college man. oooohhhhhhh yeah. I just hope he doesn't think i'm like, totally nuts though. It's been a while since he's seen me, like, fuckin 3 years or something. Everyone I'm friends with has either just gotten used to the weird stuff, or is crazy enough to think i'm cool or some bullshit. I dunno. Not that it really matters if he thinks i'm nuts or not, I just wanna.....do naughty naughty things. Well, I just wanna chill and toke up and watch some cartoons or listen to music and bullshit or fuckin whatever, and then, well, yeah, then i want the nasty :) It's been a long time coming for him anyhow, fuckin....5 1/2 or 6 years or something like that. yeah, just....i'm gonna stop thinkin about that for now....
Anyhow, uhm...I'm gonna just stop here cos my mind is gettin way to fuckin.....FUCK! ASS!
~spazzed out crazy fuckin bitch
Remember when we were little, and we always wanted to stay up past bedtime? Bedtime was at like 10 or whatever. Isn't it great that now I can just go to bed whenever I want. I can go to bed at fucking 8am if I want.
What I wouldn't give to go back to the carefree days of childhood. Where we didn't have to worry about school or work or money or parents or any of this shit we worry about now. The only thing childhood was about was having fun. Running around chasing butterflies or doing whatever. Just that magical feeling of childhood that just somehow escaped. *sigh*
I'm really glad I saw Dan today, it made me feel a whole lot better. He was doing a lot better today, and he was much more verbal than he was before. He's been so good about all the tests and IVs and bloodwork, and he's learning more and gaining strength more. Just seeing him fight it and getting better the way he is makes me feel a whole lot better. That fucker is way too stubborn to let this phase him, and you can see it. And he's still an asshole to all his friends, which is also very good. fuckin asshole ;)
Ya know what else is kinda funny? that's a term of endearment. How maryland and I call each other cunts and hoebags and bitch, and other such lovely words, but it's just love. So I could just IM maryland with "hey hoebag you wanna come with me to go see this fuckin faggot?" and she'd be like "yeah okay bitch, how is that fuckin asshole?" and it's just totally normal and natural. Sometimes I just think it's fuckin hilarious.
I was like, FUCK YEAH! yeah, there's something that i'm pretty much like that about, if it happens. Fuckin sexy college man. oooohhhhhhh yeah. I just hope he doesn't think i'm like, totally nuts though. It's been a while since he's seen me, like, fuckin 3 years or something. Everyone I'm friends with has either just gotten used to the weird stuff, or is crazy enough to think i'm cool or some bullshit. I dunno. Not that it really matters if he thinks i'm nuts or not, I just wanna.....do naughty naughty things. Well, I just wanna chill and toke up and watch some cartoons or listen to music and bullshit or fuckin whatever, and then, well, yeah, then i want the nasty :) It's been a long time coming for him anyhow, fuckin....5 1/2 or 6 years or something like that. yeah, just....i'm gonna stop thinkin about that for now....
Anyhow, uhm...I'm gonna just stop here cos my mind is gettin way to fuckin.....FUCK! ASS!
~spazzed out crazy fuckin bitch