FFFUUUCCCKKK!!!

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Well everything has basically gone to hell around this house. My mom is on some sort of psychotic bitch trip, screaming and yelling at me every god damn day, usually as soon as i get home from work she starts this. Basically she wants me to do whatever she tells me to with no questions asked, and I'm sorry, but she's fucking nuts, and I can't deal with that. She treats me like a little fucking kid, and whenever anything happens its automatically my fault. I'm totally fucking broke, and she's pretty much saying that if I don't kiss her ass and act like her little fucking robot, then I have to leave, so I guess that leaves me with no other choice. I can't afford to get my own apartment, and I don't know anyone else that could afford to get an apartment with me either. I swear to god the whole world's against us dude. The thing is, I don't even really want to leave. Yeah, my mom is psychotic, but I adore my father, I love that man more than life itself. I don't want to leave him here alone with her, she'll fucking kill him or something. WTF? If I'm gonna be anywhere nearly able to get an apartment I'm probably going to have to work at least 2 fulltime jobs, and I do want to be able to go to school, but I don't see that happening if I have to get a place on my own. Plus I have no credit, and I don't really have a way of getting any at the moment. Xmas shopping hasn't begun, and it seems that my xmas money is already going to my mom because she's a fucking tool. So my xmas shopping will be done with my xmas money if i get any, which i highly doubt. Xmas is a stupid fucking corperate holiday that I do not want to be a part of next year, or this year for that matter. All I want for xmas is for it to just be over with, I don't want to deal with xmas anymore. It's fucking evil. I hate shopping, and fuck santa. Fuck santa up his stupid ass.

"You are by far the ugliest piece of maggot eating shit that ever fell from a human beings hairy ass"

Thats all i have to say about that.