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Sleep will not be visiting tonight, my brain just won't shut off. There's nothing I can do about it either. It's like theres a million and 1 things floating around in there and I can't even get a grip on a single thing. I'm debating everything in there at once, and nothing is coming out to anything that even resembles a solution. Why? I just wish I could make all this thinking cease for 1 night of a peaceful sleep. It seems I have to smoke myself retarded to make it stop, but theres gotta be a better way for that. I feel like my head is just spinning and I can't hold on to anything. I'm pretty sure I do have some sort of ADD or fucking something, cos I can't concentrate on anything. I wish I had a caring warm body to sleep next to tonite. Someone to just wrap their arms around me and let me feel comfortable and safe. *sigh*
This house doesn't turn off. Always someone yelling about something. a big fucking sigh.
This house doesn't turn off. Always someone yelling about something. a big fucking sigh.