Holy fucking crap its cold out. It's not even Halloween and it snowed already last night! The winds have been howling like crazy, sounding like a big bellowing monster in the distance. Apparently the wind formed this huge whirlwind kind of shape and we've had record low barometric pressure. A volcano also erupted in Indonesia in the past day or two ( Read more... )

The leaves have been falling quick. Its that familiar time of year when I think about all the old patterns I'm still stuck in... cycles that I wonder if I will ever break. The air is crisp and I've been busier than I actually even know. Doing pretty well in school, but kind of tripping out about this historical research paper I'm going to write. I ( Read more... )

A few people had been telling me for a while I should get my own radio show this semester. I have one now. At first I was adhering to this rule where they made me play 4 songs out of their "new releases" section per hour. I blatantly disregarded that rule the 2nd week and now I have my very own specialty show where I get to torment all the prairie ( Read more... )

I can't help but kinda feel homeless now. As fucked up as the house was, I had my niche carved out. I know I'm welcome (though not necessarily wanted) where I'm returning to. It feels strange, and awkward there. There's a bunch of other spots in which I am welcome to crash, but I definitely do kind of feel dislocated, and it really took me by ( Read more... )

Sometimes while getting all introspective I ask myself a question about the way that I think which I cannot answer. I guess this actually happens fairly often when I get so introspective ( Read more... )

Another muggy night where sleep doesn't come easy ( Read more... )

I should be wishing for sleep, not snow.
If you were up too, I'd be bugging you,
but this early there's nothin to do,
except smoke a few,
rhyme, and listen to fugly music!

I remember being young and seeing lots of stars when I looked out into the sky. It seems like every day after that they became less and less visible. Living in the city, the stars don't even seem real. We slept under the stars tonight, briefly. There is a park with a large hill on it about a block away where we went to stargaze. Nice, though chilly ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like a donkey.
I got all these options and
they all look so delicious,
I might starve to death
trying to decide what to eat.
Why am I still awake?