Jun 18, 2013 16:18
The amount of work I have in the pipeline scares me a bit, and I feel like I’m working around the edges with a teaspoon. I am in mental disarray, and feel like if I just took some time to get on top of stuff internally, I could re-centre. This is in tension with my keen need to feel connected, and my desire to spend time with loved ones to generate that feeling. So in order to do one thing I need, I’m not doing another.
Also, I’m moving house in 5 weeks, and have to pack for a work/social/festival trip to another climate at the same time so that everything I’m not using can be stored.
But as soon as the sun goes down, I lose all ability to do… anything. Or care that I’m not doing it.
[I made it to yoga class by sheer willpower. That helped significantly.]
moving,
work,
mood,
seasons