"And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed, they say it's my fault, but I want her so much."
Feeling it painfully tonight after playing MelloxNear sim for hours (I think like 7...) and talking with Shayne about our respective love lives... But I was just fine until he managed to remind me again just how much of a physical person I am, how much I dreaded crawling into an empty bed those first few weeks, and how I'm dreading it tonight.
All I know right now is that, more than anything, I want to hold her... To feel her body pressed tightly up against mine, to be able to take in the scent of her skin and her hair... To taste her sweet, soft lips (faintly tinged with the flavor of chocolate, I'm sure) just once more... I want to be with her so badly right now.
Ugh, I swear, I must love to torture myself, 'cause I can't get all of this out of my mind. It could just be a unfortunate combination of things: being in a near-constant state of arousal all day, and not having done anything about it; playing that damn addictive sim; eating chocolate pocky; MySpace acting up and preventing us from being able to message freely back and forth... Maybe the camping plans not going "exactly as planned" (not that it's anyone's fault, really, just a disappointment, as it may mean all the less time that we get to spend together)...
*sigh*
Yeah, sounds about right.
Hell, at this point, I'm more nervous about this weekend than I am about AX. Just because we'll have so many restrictions, I guess. *sigh*
Just gotta be patient and remember that everything happens for a reason.
Everything.
... *sigh*
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And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault, but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away, where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head...
-t.A.T.u: "All the Things She Said"
All I know right now is that, more than anything, I want to hold her... To feel her body pressed tightly up against mine, to be able to take in the scent of her skin and her hair... To taste her sweet, soft lips (faintly tinged with the flavor of chocolate, I'm sure) just once more... I want to be with her so badly right now.
Ugh, I swear, I must love to torture myself, 'cause I can't get all of this out of my mind. It could just be a unfortunate combination of things: being in a near-constant state of arousal all day, and not having done anything about it; playing that damn addictive sim; eating chocolate pocky; MySpace acting up and preventing us from being able to message freely back and forth... Maybe the camping plans not going "exactly as planned" (not that it's anyone's fault, really, just a disappointment, as it may mean all the less time that we get to spend together)...
*sigh*
Yeah, sounds about right.
Hell, at this point, I'm more nervous about this weekend than I am about AX. Just because we'll have so many restrictions, I guess. *sigh*
Just gotta be patient and remember that everything happens for a reason.
Everything.
... *sigh*
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And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault, but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away, where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
Cause I'm feelin' for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head...
-t.A.T.u: "All the Things She Said"