Crazy Life
Its been a long time since I've felt this way... I can't focus on much of anything. My swearing off boys has gone relatively well, I suppose. I've seen Joe a few times and since he avoids me it's kind of awkward, but whatever. I suppose it's to be expected. He appears to be getting over Nicole pretty well, good for him. I don't regret anything but I do wish our friendship wasn't in need of such desperate repair.
I've gone on a few dates with New Year's Eve Boy (aka Patrick). I'm not sure if the fact that I am so anti-relationships and romance right now is the reason I have little to no interest in him or what, but it's been a good month since we met and I'm just not feeling it. I mean, even if you swear something off (especially guys), and the right situation (or guy) comes along... won't you still want it? Desire it? Miss it? Think about it during any down time? I think so...
Well on that note, I started seeing this guy last week or so. I mean, it was completely random, I ran into him two Thursday's ago at a pizza place at two in the morning and this most recent Thursday he called and asked me to go out with him and his friends, all of whom are awesome to party or even just sit around with. So we went out drinking Thursday, watched a movie Saturday, and I went to their superbowl party yesterday. He doesn't TRY at all, everything just flows, in fact he said, "When I try to be funny you look at me like I'm crazy, but when I'm being serious you think it's hilarious." I don't know... I just like being around him, I feel calmer. If this happens to go anywhere and I admit who it is you're all going to shit yourselves because as he put it, "I never would have imagined that I would be here with you."
Life is hilarious...
I've gone on a few dates with New Year's Eve Boy (aka Patrick). I'm not sure if the fact that I am so anti-relationships and romance right now is the reason I have little to no interest in him or what, but it's been a good month since we met and I'm just not feeling it. I mean, even if you swear something off (especially guys), and the right situation (or guy) comes along... won't you still want it? Desire it? Miss it? Think about it during any down time? I think so...
Well on that note, I started seeing this guy last week or so. I mean, it was completely random, I ran into him two Thursday's ago at a pizza place at two in the morning and this most recent Thursday he called and asked me to go out with him and his friends, all of whom are awesome to party or even just sit around with. So we went out drinking Thursday, watched a movie Saturday, and I went to their superbowl party yesterday. He doesn't TRY at all, everything just flows, in fact he said, "When I try to be funny you look at me like I'm crazy, but when I'm being serious you think it's hilarious." I don't know... I just like being around him, I feel calmer. If this happens to go anywhere and I admit who it is you're all going to shit yourselves because as he put it, "I never would have imagined that I would be here with you."
Life is hilarious...