eek....
HE kissed ME! I didn't do anything to encourage or discourage it. I was being my silly ridiculous self and he kissed me. I'm not taking it to heart or seriously or anything like that, but damn it! I didn't do much of anything to stop it either though. When he went to say something about it I merely smiled and said, "Don't. You'll ruin it."
In reality I think I needed that kiss to help me realize that I'm doing okay without him. That even though we have fun and great kissing chemistry, lol, later today when I see him again I won't have anxious feelings or a mini panic attack, hah. And while I'd LOVE for this to work out the way it was intended, I'm finally content and grateful for what it was and happy we're still friends
In reality I think I needed that kiss to help me realize that I'm doing okay without him. That even though we have fun and great kissing chemistry, lol, later today when I see him again I won't have anxious feelings or a mini panic attack, hah. And while I'd LOVE for this to work out the way it was intended, I'm finally content and grateful for what it was and happy we're still friends