Start of Something New...
So it has been over a month now dating Bob, and I have to say things are going great. He has already treated me better than most guys in the past. I really feel like he actually cares about me and likes me for who I am. There are things that pop up here and there that we are still learning about each other, so I hope that does not cause a problem. Thus far though I think we have accepted everything that comes along and are able to see the real person underneath. He is definetly someone that I am very anxious and hopeful that it goes long term with. I know that with any relationship the "head over heels" and "butterflies" feelings fade, and that is the one thing that scares me and makes me nervous. In all relationships I have had, few as they may be, I was always the one that was broken up with. So as you can imagine, try as I might, there is always a little worry that the other person will find some flaw they can't look past or simply get bored with me and move on, because that has been the case in the past. However I like to think that Bob is a little more mature and much more of a man.
It is really great to have that feeling again of someone that cares about you, thinks about you just as much as you thikn about them. I look forward to my breaks and getting out of work when I can call just to say hi and see what he is up to. It definetly comes when you least expect it. I wasn't really looking because of all the previous let-downs around here, and then out of nowhere an amzing guy comes. He was in the hospital this past week and I spent my whole day off there with his mother and him. It was a little wierd meeting his mom, but she seemed to like me and approve. And honestly I loved being able to be there for him and making sure he was ok. I have been there in the hospital a few times and know how important it is when someone is there to show they care and are concered. I have a pretty cool idea for Valentines Day with him, so I hope I am off at least that day or around it. I will not post here what I am doing until after, because I know *you* read this mister and don't wanna spoil the suprise! :-P
So other than having and awesome boyfriend...work has been slowing down a little which is good. We had a stressful night on Saturday and I yelled at a server pretty badly, to the point I made her cry. Now as most peopepl know I am a pretty laid back quiet person, so it takes a lot to make me mad. Everyone said they were suprised to see me explode like that. I of course apologized and did what I could to make her understand it was just stress and not anything against her. I have not been to the parks much in a while but hope to get back there soon now that they have quieted down. I have tomorrow and Wednesday off. Tomorrow I have an intro to Wine class which should be fun, and then Wednesday Bob and I may possibly go to Sea World, not sure yet. Next week I have a class about Walt Disney and how his ideals relate to our roles and the company today. And then hopefully if I am off Tuesday I will be taking a behind the scenes tour inside Spaceship Earth and get to climb the stairs inside!
Alright I need to head off to work, hope this update was enjoyable for you all and the new year has started out great!
It is really great to have that feeling again of someone that cares about you, thinks about you just as much as you thikn about them. I look forward to my breaks and getting out of work when I can call just to say hi and see what he is up to. It definetly comes when you least expect it. I wasn't really looking because of all the previous let-downs around here, and then out of nowhere an amzing guy comes. He was in the hospital this past week and I spent my whole day off there with his mother and him. It was a little wierd meeting his mom, but she seemed to like me and approve. And honestly I loved being able to be there for him and making sure he was ok. I have been there in the hospital a few times and know how important it is when someone is there to show they care and are concered. I have a pretty cool idea for Valentines Day with him, so I hope I am off at least that day or around it. I will not post here what I am doing until after, because I know *you* read this mister and don't wanna spoil the suprise! :-P
So other than having and awesome boyfriend...work has been slowing down a little which is good. We had a stressful night on Saturday and I yelled at a server pretty badly, to the point I made her cry. Now as most peopepl know I am a pretty laid back quiet person, so it takes a lot to make me mad. Everyone said they were suprised to see me explode like that. I of course apologized and did what I could to make her understand it was just stress and not anything against her. I have not been to the parks much in a while but hope to get back there soon now that they have quieted down. I have tomorrow and Wednesday off. Tomorrow I have an intro to Wine class which should be fun, and then Wednesday Bob and I may possibly go to Sea World, not sure yet. Next week I have a class about Walt Disney and how his ideals relate to our roles and the company today. And then hopefully if I am off Tuesday I will be taking a behind the scenes tour inside Spaceship Earth and get to climb the stairs inside!
Alright I need to head off to work, hope this update was enjoyable for you all and the new year has started out great!