(no subject)
I consider me crazy but are these the days of wanton destruction and bliss? The days of envy, jealousy and rage.
Moods I've been wallowing in for the better part of a year. Arrogant beyond contempt. Jealous, no envious of what I think should be mine and is not. Proud and contemptious. Lazy and unforfilling. And so discontent.
I have been moaning about my situation. Ive been moaning about everything so minutely unimportant. When in fact I've been consumed by inaction and laziness.
In fact, I have become pathetic and weak. And I am willing to admit all of this. This year was about renewal and action and instead its become one of self reflection and over analytical. As of right now it is a new beginning. As of this moment its a new day. A new week. A new month and a new year. And with each new year begins a new beginning.
Happy new year all. Lets all go dancing.
Moods I've been wallowing in for the better part of a year. Arrogant beyond contempt. Jealous, no envious of what I think should be mine and is not. Proud and contemptious. Lazy and unforfilling. And so discontent.
I have been moaning about my situation. Ive been moaning about everything so minutely unimportant. When in fact I've been consumed by inaction and laziness.
In fact, I have become pathetic and weak. And I am willing to admit all of this. This year was about renewal and action and instead its become one of self reflection and over analytical. As of right now it is a new beginning. As of this moment its a new day. A new week. A new month and a new year. And with each new year begins a new beginning.
Happy new year all. Lets all go dancing.