False Alarm
Two weeks without the sunlight lamp or councelling means that my emotions are gone again. I noticed today, actually, where I was entirely non-confrontational with people and did not care in the least that two of my friends were upset. It was very 'Oh... you're crying... I see why, but I don't understand it.'
Anyhow, it makes things simpler for now at least. I'm back in contact with the mentioned person below and although at first all I wanted to do was talk to them and hear from them, almost aching to do so, now I find... it doesn't bother me if I don't. Nothing really bothers me at all.
Ugh, lamp time...
Anyhow. Got a DS for xmas, exciting! The reason for it was to get the Sonomama Kanji Dictionary, which I've wanted for a while now. It's on order and will arrive at my dorm a little after I do, but just as excitingly today I bought Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Survivor. Totally worth it! I got it used from EB Games... I've been excited for this since I found they were making a DS game, I've been playing the MMO for a while and really enjoy it, and I have to say, the game hasn't let me down yet. I've heard from people that it's supposed to be one of the harder games out there, but I havn't noticed too much. Granted, I'm still on Day 1... I expect it to ramp up dramatically from here on out.
Other than the emotion-thing, I'm doing well~ Excited for classes again on Monday. I hope things to continue to improve... well, sort of.
Oh, and Happy New Years, here's for 2010! Let's hope only for the better, although 2009 was pretty damn good to me : )
Anyhow, it makes things simpler for now at least. I'm back in contact with the mentioned person below and although at first all I wanted to do was talk to them and hear from them, almost aching to do so, now I find... it doesn't bother me if I don't. Nothing really bothers me at all.
Ugh, lamp time...
Anyhow. Got a DS for xmas, exciting! The reason for it was to get the Sonomama Kanji Dictionary, which I've wanted for a while now. It's on order and will arrive at my dorm a little after I do, but just as excitingly today I bought Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Survivor. Totally worth it! I got it used from EB Games... I've been excited for this since I found they were making a DS game, I've been playing the MMO for a while and really enjoy it, and I have to say, the game hasn't let me down yet. I've heard from people that it's supposed to be one of the harder games out there, but I havn't noticed too much. Granted, I'm still on Day 1... I expect it to ramp up dramatically from here on out.
Other than the emotion-thing, I'm doing well~ Excited for classes again on Monday. I hope things to continue to improve... well, sort of.
Oh, and Happy New Years, here's for 2010! Let's hope only for the better, although 2009 was pretty damn good to me : )