The Return of Glamor Shot
The Return of Glamor Shot
or,
Whatever, bitch
I can't believe that I forgot to post about :drumroll: The Return of Glamor Shot. I signed the release of purchase agreement at the beginning of August, and ever since then, I'd been waiting for the refund of my $500 that I gave Remax for earnest money. As she was incredibly pissed at me at the time, she didn't tell me how to get that money, so I just assumed that the check would be mailed to me. I finally went there the other day, and the check had been sitting in an envelope for me at the receptionist's desk all that time. Glamor Shot put on her real estate fakery and pretended to be interested in school and so on. The bitch was smiling as if she hadn't behaved absolutely venomously toward me not too long ago. She also told me to keep her in mind when I do decide to buy. Whatever, bitch.
I am still stuck in this rut where I've been for as long as I can remember of feeling like I'm doing everything wrong. I feel like giving up because school is so hard, has put me in a horrible position financially, and I'm afraid that I won't like the job. I'm afraid that I won't like working with children OR stroke victims, and what would I do then? I'm forcing myself to do it though. I can't give up even if I want to, because then I would be completely financially screwed, and I'd be right back where I started.
And personally, I keep regretting eating so much, not exercising enough, and definitely drinking too much. What have I gained from any of it, aside from 15 pounds? I don't like the person I've become, but I feel powerless to change anything. Oh Lawd.
Ack, I'm so confused about who and what I am, what I'm doing with myself, what I plan on doing with myself, and pretty much everything else you can imagine.
or,
Whatever, bitch
I can't believe that I forgot to post about :drumroll: The Return of Glamor Shot. I signed the release of purchase agreement at the beginning of August, and ever since then, I'd been waiting for the refund of my $500 that I gave Remax for earnest money. As she was incredibly pissed at me at the time, she didn't tell me how to get that money, so I just assumed that the check would be mailed to me. I finally went there the other day, and the check had been sitting in an envelope for me at the receptionist's desk all that time. Glamor Shot put on her real estate fakery and pretended to be interested in school and so on. The bitch was smiling as if she hadn't behaved absolutely venomously toward me not too long ago. She also told me to keep her in mind when I do decide to buy. Whatever, bitch.
I am still stuck in this rut where I've been for as long as I can remember of feeling like I'm doing everything wrong. I feel like giving up because school is so hard, has put me in a horrible position financially, and I'm afraid that I won't like the job. I'm afraid that I won't like working with children OR stroke victims, and what would I do then? I'm forcing myself to do it though. I can't give up even if I want to, because then I would be completely financially screwed, and I'd be right back where I started.
And personally, I keep regretting eating so much, not exercising enough, and definitely drinking too much. What have I gained from any of it, aside from 15 pounds? I don't like the person I've become, but I feel powerless to change anything. Oh Lawd.
Ack, I'm so confused about who and what I am, what I'm doing with myself, what I plan on doing with myself, and pretty much everything else you can imagine.