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it's been a while since i updated simply because i don't have a computer that works anymore and i also don't fucking care

i miss a lot of people, whether they know it or not and it would be unfortunate, but understandable if their abscence continues

thank god for my boyfriend, with whose patience i am able to see other people's lack thereof and with whose help i have begun to learn and change, now beginning to accept people for who they are and not try to make them into who i want them to be

thank you to my friends who have stuck by me - you are few, but you are so mighty
keeping me afloat - you did not abandon me at my worst - merely made it clear that i was the one needing to change. thank you for your patience.

to everyone else, i'm sure this will be my last, if not second-to-last livejournal entry

the lack of important things to say to internet people is overwhelming me and i don't wish to continue this ridiculous charade.

i have a job now...i babysit a 10-year-old boy afterschool. i am in school full time.

if you don't know me, be proud of me
and if you know me, you'll know what to say

but i guess this is goodbye