i honestly never thought i'd update again

[retroromantic]

precious ties
lost inside
your fearful eyes
and what lies
ahead for the future
of me
and us?
what's the next trick you're gonna bust?
out of your sleeve
for a day, a week
and then it's gone
time fairly earned
from round one
round two?
cut short by the whistle blast
there and then gone so fast
the ref calls foul play
i would love to stay
give peace a chance
give us romance
but i gotta split
shit
see these fake relationships
i'm over it
gonna move to the other
side, where the grass, i hear
is greener, and i refuse to fear
my life without you
though i do
you don't want me to.
find someone new,
you tell me to
stop being so down
crying all these tears
after all, it was only
two fucking years
you'd had enough
but still thirsted
one last tast?
inevitable cursed...
what a poor excuse for a man you are
driving around in other people's cars
trying to find the you
without me
but it's always been that way, you see
your swollen head
is full of testosterone and thoughts of you
good luck with that, now that we're through
i'll venture to find the me without you
gotta shock myself again
get that passionate blood flowin'
get my melodic juices goin'
put volts, hundreds, into my dead, shredded heart
maybe someone else will get it to start
beating again, like it's brand new
your life without me
my life without you