previous post: ditto.  the empty space inside of me is there to stay.

my long-time therapist retired last month.  bummed AF about that, but my psychiatrist and primary docs are the same.  going to try continuing talk-therapy with the same doc who did my EMDR sessions.  those were successful, and she is a pleasant lady. talking with her is going to ( Read more... )

i bought a new bra today, from honey birdette, a fancy australian-based shop in utc.    it's their "samantha" red bralette, and i have never worn anything so comfortable.  it didn't need any break-in period, it fits perfectly, and makes me feel very feminine and sexy.

i wish i could show him.

what a fucking phrase.

first off, i've been ugly-crying for about five days straight.  to sleep, to wake up, in the shower, in the car, on the porch, all of it.

missing brak so badly i can barely function.

also, for all the times i said "sure, give me a month off, that'd be great"..... thanks universe.  it WAS great except that for the last six ( Read more... )