Gone
Where did it all go? Finally I get to know you and make a connection and now your off. Off into the world; as large a world as private college can be. I feel stupid now to have dismissed you. I suppose I was just fed up with you not living up to some kind of imaginary expectations that I came up with. Maybe I got tired of never truly being able to talk to you because of your love for inebriation. I was so excited at first and then everything became easily attainable and then the excitement faded and I couldn't be satisfied any longer. Now I know what I missed out on. Now I really know. I wish I could see you before you leave.