Cross posted from Facebook because this is a link I want to be able to find again some day ( Read more... )

Ah, fudge.

Why hello again, Anxiety. Been awhile. Now, not to be rude, but please leave again as soon as f'in possible. And try not to leave me with quite so much grey in my hair as you did the last few times. I joke that I'll be totally grey by the time I hit 40 at this rate, but let's leave it as nothing more than a joke, okay?

Parents are headed back to Wisconsin tomorrow night. Right now I'm... okay... and more importantly, not freaking out - or at least I'm managing to stave off any freak-outs with blind determination. We'll see how I manage when I go to bed and have nothing better to occupy my brain ( Read more... )

This is a rather pathetic plea to my friends list for Fluffy and/or Inspiring Stuff. It is my second night in Washington state, and last night wasn't really the greatest. Also, I am PMSing, which in turn is probably making the Anxiety Thing ten times worse because sometimes estrogen freaking sucks. *AND*, because I am just masochistic like that ( Read more... )

Kennewick is a part of the Tri-cities area (Kennewick, Pasco, Richland), the total population of which is upwards of *one quarter million people*. And here I was hoping that it would just be three small towns relatively close together but not quite close enough to make one big city. Ugh, I'm probably going to dig out all the defensive driving ( Read more... )

I just watched A Very Dead Zone Christmas. It wasn't intentional or anything, I've just been watching the series from the beginning for the last month and a half or so. Anyway, there it was and I'm thinking "Yeah, cheerful is good." So I watched, and now I have Christmas music in my head. ::hums It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year ( Read more... )

I am not freaking out about End of Semester and Finals and Lack of Money. Yet. I am, however, walking the edge and I know the Freaking Out is coming ( Read more... )

Anxiety is back thanks to actually attempting to read the assigned chapter for Mineralogy, and the reading of the mineralogy text reminds me that I have the mineral identification test tomorrow ( Read more... )

Just finished the Intro to Soil and Water Resources final. I don't think I did so hot on it; there was a lot of "hmmm, I haven't used *this* letter in awhile" type guesses. However, I can afford one bad test grade in there and still get a B. I think, at least ( Read more... )

The problem with having an uncommon, un-heeded, stress-and-anxiety-related cry fest at 8 am is that it takes so damned long for you're face to get back to normal afterwards. Especially if you keep crying, dammit ( Read more... )