Mar 17, 2006 22:38
Today and yesterday have been terrible.
It seems as if my life is going nowheres.
I want to do it, yet I have no inclination and thinking about it makes me feel sick.
I want revenge one minute, then I think I'm in love the next.
What the hell? I hate things. Why's everything going so wrong lately?
I just want someone to love me, and be with me, and comfort me. Even being alone for an hour makes me feel sick, and like a child.
What's going on? I don't even believe in luck, but it seems like mine is completely gone down the drain.
Cry, cry, cry. Love, love, love.
I don't want to go back to school. Don't want to do anything.
Stop this and hold me.