talking...thinking...sorta
brian and i talked for like ever and a day lastnight and we were talking about possibly getting back together and working things out. he said he needs some time to think about what he wants to do but regardless of what he decides to do i'm going to get a temp job working i don't care what shift for the next 2 weeks and then i'm getting the hell out of here i am so tired of this life. I don't know where i am going or what i'll do but i can't stay around here my life is shit. And this whole area is shit. My own mother isn't even helping me out all i'm getting from her is nothing but guilt trips. I am so tired of life. I just want out of this one so badly.
Anyways i love Gavin so much he is the man of my life and he will always be and i will do anything for him. So i need to get the hell out of here to take care of him cause being around here dealing with everything going on up here is not helping me get my life straightened out for him and i to start over.
take care people
trish
Anyways i love Gavin so much he is the man of my life and he will always be and i will do anything for him. So i need to get the hell out of here to take care of him cause being around here dealing with everything going on up here is not helping me get my life straightened out for him and i to start over.
take care people
trish