Working things out...

[reesespiecestlr]

Well how weird does this sound to be married to someone...have been apart from them for 2 months and them tell you that they want to work things out slowly...So that we don't screw up our trying status...I don't understand my husband i really don't...I love him so much and i can't keep waiting for him...i mean my God what does he want me to do...i am doing all the things i needed to to change myself and the problems that were wrong with me...and still he's not ready to move in together...Oh well i can't keep dwelling on things...i need to get up and run all over the place in the next couple of hours so...at least i won't be totally waiting his call all day long...I miss brian so much this is killing me...and basically i have 2 wks to really find somewhere else to go so i mean i told him that too and now i don't know...cause if he doesn't work out some arrangement thing with his landlord...which i was going to do in the first place he's going to get evicted and then it's going to be even harder for us to get back together cause we'll have no where to go...and the things i still need to prove to him...i have to be there in his face to do it...otherwise he's not going to really see how i am doing or feeling...

anyways wish me well...and please hope that brian gets over his i want to take things slow act...

love
trish