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[redvirago]

too much temptation. that i want no part of. rid it of my existence because i don't want it. ever. weird couple of days. good couple of days. all wrapped up into one. i've come to the conclusion that i need new friends. and therefore i think spring classes are in my future. or maybe a new job. the money is good, but i can't decide if the pros outweigh the cons. or if the positive atmosphere outweighs the drama. why is it that every day that turns out to be awesome, something decides to go wrong. fuck. just let me have one completely good day. i'm trying to enjoy my life here. i don't want to hate it. my mom told me today to embrace the moment and not long for what i don't have right now. i think she tells me that every day. i can't let the bad moments over shadow the good days.

thank you for last night. thank you for making me laugh. thank you for telling me that everything is going to be okay. thank you...for just being there. you're the best.