Sep 27, 2007 06:48
Life is pretty chill. Rachel is pretty settled in, and every thing is working out great. I ever state how much i just hate feeling like I'm in a rut. I have been doing the exact same thing every day now for almost a year. I just miss when things were mixed up a bit. I really need to take some time away from work. Thing is a real Vacation takes cash witch I should be saving, and time to get away witch I have little of and would care to preserve. Its that hole cake and eat it too thing. Yeah I got vacation time, but if I use it its gone. Plus with Rachel just starting her new job, she can't be taking off any time soon. Looks like I'll be getting away for turkey day. Witch now kinda makes me sad cause I remember being all stoked last year. It happened to be my first day off sense starting in October. Whatever I'm just burned out, just need to figure out what to do about it. Still its a great job, sure as fuck beats any one my age.
I've been feeling old lately. Thing is I look around, I got a few friends that are married, I got a couple girl friends that have kids now. Its not so much that I feel pressure on me, cause I really don't. It's just life hasn't stopped, those are just the things you see while you get older. 16 people shot in Richmond over the last 2 weeks makes you think about shit. some one got mugged on my corner a week ago, they hit him over the head with a bottle.
Oh and if you can't figure out the comment on my last post some one did post before mine. You can probably fill in the blanks and see how fucked up it made them look. So they thought it would probably be better to delete there post. At least thats what I'm thinking. I'm going to leave my post cause the hole thing still makes me laugh, even more so now. FYI if your going to come at me at least do it with some fucking intelligence. I mean really at least think about what your posting. Look at it from out side the box, not from inside the magical world you live in where your the bright shining center. Maybe then you'll realize not every thing is directed at you. The dumbest thing you can do it call attention to how your upset about, your actions making you look like a prick. Better luck next time.