I feel the need to split my yearly summary into two parts, as if I was two people at once. Why? Because I don't want to bother non-fade fans with all my fade-blah and want to give close friends a chance to have a look at what I have been up to BESIDES fade, in a personal way. ~ Since the fade-perspective is more fun for me though and easier to sum ( Read more... )

In the shadows it awakes the desire
But you know that you can't realize
And the pressure will just keep rising
Now the heat is on...

My clock mercilessly announces 11PM - yet, I don't feel like being able to rest.
Ever since I returned from yesterday's mission of having a skype interview in collaboration with "akataiyou no nihon" and fade I have been ( Read more... )

Still far away from where I belong
But it's always darkest before the dawn
So you can doubt and you can hate
But I know, no matter what it takes...

Slowly but steadily autumn changes for winter.
Almost all leaves have fallen down from the trees by now, the night comes sooner and sooner every day and even the days feel a lot colder already.
It kind of ( Read more... )

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing

The days had literally been flying by since my last blogpost.
So many things happened, yet they seem blurry already, all flowing into one big picture with many different colors, making a colorful rainbow.
Nevertheless, this pretty picture is overshadowed by the dark clouds ahead. The career I'm about ( Read more... )

Using every single breath
Crying out for hope...
The Revolution
If you'll be my source of strength
All I'm living for

If I think about how lost and helpless I felt yesterday, it seems hilarious, how now I am sitting here totally relaxed and smiling.
Germany has just won 2:1 against Denmark after a really impressing and breathtaking match - and I just ( Read more... )

The past, makes us who we are
Helps create new beginnings
I breathe and close my eyes - for one last time
With the universe, that moves the earth
My mind in peace...

Lol, such an irony of life that my last entry here was about how I bought my iTunes card and was so happy I could preorder that album...

Anyway, I finally feel like posting sth again and ( Read more... )

...it's so freaking easy. & It doesn't need more than 20€ in total.

A hand full of sweets for my cousin, a little pair of flowers for my boss

& For myself some fotos of Fade printed & "TEN" preordered on iTunes.

I barely ever buy something for myself. Besides travels & CD's. So it's always like christmas when I "allow" myself something, like ( Read more... )

Mirror Mirror tell me what it is that I must do
Walking into walls I'm feeling battered and bruised
And the light inside flickers weak indeed sometimes...

It will never stop to amuse me on a really breathtaking level how Jon Underdown actually always makes it to have the right words and a right movement towards me (and the fans in general) when it's ( Read more... )

A couple of days before leaving back to Spain, I decided to take my time and reflect a bit about what the last days, weeks and also months of this year have taught me.

I can barely believe it is already April and how many things have changed since the year began. Four months have practically FLOWN by, without that I noticed. Where’s all the time ( Read more... )