Many thoughts

[redbeardedblond]

I have been working through a medication change which is playing havoc with my thoughts and feelings.

I worry a lot about work and if I can make a living selling on commission. My job is pretty good but the constant fear of whether or not someone will come in and buy a car is wearing to my psyche.

I worry about those around me. I wish for their

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[fuzzygruf]

*HUGS*

[dr_tectonic]

Even for those of us not on pills, there are times when mind and self are at the mercy of brain and biochemistry. (Hello jet lag! :-/) I hope the medication changes settle down soon.

The thing about commission sales is that it's boom and bust; there will be many times of nothing to go with the times of plenty. You have three partners to help buffer the income stream and smooth things out. They're not gonna let you starve.

Objective evidence weighs pretty heavily against the hypothesis that you're unloveable. Unloveable people tend not to have any partners. You've got THREE. ;D

Wouldn't it be nice if you could just take a big ol' stick and beat on the little demon at the back of your brain that says nasty things until it shut its lying gob for good? I wish I could do that for Jerry.

Remember this: your guys do love you, and they wish for your happiness, too. It's not just about you; when you're feeling crappy inside, it's also a service to them to ask for the affection you need

[putzmeisterbear]

Heck, I just know you from here in LJ and I think you're very lovable. Having first hand experience with the power of pills on the brain. Just keep telling yourself it's your changing drugs and go hug your men tightly.

[ubermunkey]

Hugs bubba.
We all have these thoughts at times.
Keep on keeping on.

xo
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[shirtlifterbear]

Knowing that your Inner Demons are talking shit to you is half the battle! (Ok, ok, as long as they aren't ACTUAL inner demons a la schizophrenia)

That means that you can say "yeah, these are fears, and I don't have to let them get me down."

*hug*