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Why doesnt anything make any sense?! This weekend has sucked big time. Spent most of it feeling sorry for myself and trying hard to work things out, but they never seem to make any sense at all. I dont even know what im talking about!? Mum has been away to her "boyfriend's" house, it was lucky i got some overtime last night, a waking night, which didnt really make some matters good, the more i stay awake the more i think about everything. The only time i feel comfortable and myself is sleeping, because i dont think anymore and i dont get paranoid or have any other feelings what so ever.
Apart from my waking night, the only highlight of my weekend was making a huge Jalfrezi curry which wasnt too good eating it on my own. At least i had a little today, after i slept. Seemed like it was a lot to go to waste.
I cant really do much when im working constantly, even when i dont work im either sleeping or just feeling like i wanna do something stupid...
Yadda yadda ho ho ho, ba fucking humbug!
Apart from my waking night, the only highlight of my weekend was making a huge Jalfrezi curry which wasnt too good eating it on my own. At least i had a little today, after i slept. Seemed like it was a lot to go to waste.
I cant really do much when im working constantly, even when i dont work im either sleeping or just feeling like i wanna do something stupid...
Yadda yadda ho ho ho, ba fucking humbug!