Boredom....
Alas, my pc is back on. Had to get rebooted but a friend had done that for me and i didnt have to pay nothing!
Have been working a lot as usual. Pretty much skint after xmas but realising i can have a £50 overdraft due to my new bank card so i treated myself and bought the new sims2 pets! Damn right i did!
Aled left on the saturday after spending practically a whole month with me...maybe more?! So i guess it's kinda nice having that break, but i hate it, i miss him, a lot of the time he gets on my nerves and think do i really want to be with him, but its just me, ive got such a good catch and i do love him, i dont think i could find anyone as caring and amazing as him, so why the hell am i thinking all that i dont know, just count myself lucky, im sure a lot of girls would love to be with him, hes gorgeous! :P
Not sure my plans of 2007...maybe lose about two stone, stop smoking, dont overload of chocolate, go out more!!! and just feel sexy i guess...hmph...thats gonna be hard.
I remember living with James in the last few months together in our flat thats when everything went wrong. I left everything there, even a bag of my clothes, so since then, ive bought more, but i do need to spend this months wages on loads of clothes because its abaout time i did! I get paid on the 23rd of every month, and i have a day off on that day so im gonna go mad on clothes hehe, just make sure i wear them more than once!! Even though i kinda hate clothes shopping! Coz nothing looks good!
Christmas and the new year was pretty shit, trying to calm my sister down, new years eve, trying to pick fights with the smelly people next to us, argh, hate smelly people! I did have false nails on at the time which annoyed me, so i took them off just incase there was a fight otherwise id scratch that girls eyes out, and maybe hurt me in the same process. I also need to stop biting my nails, they look really bad and sore.
Its 2007 and this month is quite hard because ive lost my dad last september, still cant believe it half the time and i try not to think of him lying in the coffin, me trying to give him his milk whilst he tips it down his chin, mubbling whatever he was mubbling hours before he died, his complexion, and the way his stomach was hard and only his chest moved, when his breathing came irregular, just wish he came back, wish i could see him again. I miss him so much.
Should be getting a place soon, but i want to drive first, so i really dont know what to do, getting a place with Aled first, or driving!? Theres time to see Aled, well, even though he might have a job soon, so we wont see much of eachother anymore, its going to be hard but im sure we will get there. a few months maybe then i will be driving!
Well, whatever happens, im sure it couldnt be as bad as 2006 was, what a shit year x
Have been working a lot as usual. Pretty much skint after xmas but realising i can have a £50 overdraft due to my new bank card so i treated myself and bought the new sims2 pets! Damn right i did!
Aled left on the saturday after spending practically a whole month with me...maybe more?! So i guess it's kinda nice having that break, but i hate it, i miss him, a lot of the time he gets on my nerves and think do i really want to be with him, but its just me, ive got such a good catch and i do love him, i dont think i could find anyone as caring and amazing as him, so why the hell am i thinking all that i dont know, just count myself lucky, im sure a lot of girls would love to be with him, hes gorgeous! :P
Not sure my plans of 2007...maybe lose about two stone, stop smoking, dont overload of chocolate, go out more!!! and just feel sexy i guess...hmph...thats gonna be hard.
I remember living with James in the last few months together in our flat thats when everything went wrong. I left everything there, even a bag of my clothes, so since then, ive bought more, but i do need to spend this months wages on loads of clothes because its abaout time i did! I get paid on the 23rd of every month, and i have a day off on that day so im gonna go mad on clothes hehe, just make sure i wear them more than once!! Even though i kinda hate clothes shopping! Coz nothing looks good!
Christmas and the new year was pretty shit, trying to calm my sister down, new years eve, trying to pick fights with the smelly people next to us, argh, hate smelly people! I did have false nails on at the time which annoyed me, so i took them off just incase there was a fight otherwise id scratch that girls eyes out, and maybe hurt me in the same process. I also need to stop biting my nails, they look really bad and sore.
Its 2007 and this month is quite hard because ive lost my dad last september, still cant believe it half the time and i try not to think of him lying in the coffin, me trying to give him his milk whilst he tips it down his chin, mubbling whatever he was mubbling hours before he died, his complexion, and the way his stomach was hard and only his chest moved, when his breathing came irregular, just wish he came back, wish i could see him again. I miss him so much.
Should be getting a place soon, but i want to drive first, so i really dont know what to do, getting a place with Aled first, or driving!? Theres time to see Aled, well, even though he might have a job soon, so we wont see much of eachother anymore, its going to be hard but im sure we will get there. a few months maybe then i will be driving!
Well, whatever happens, im sure it couldnt be as bad as 2006 was, what a shit year x