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What a few days ive had. Yesterday was the worst. I got up at 6, went to work for 8, took two of my customers out for a birthday lunch, which was frustrating, then got back, went to get a huge household shop for the house, waited ages to get picked up, someone lost a set of keys so ended up looking for that, ended up staying at work til 6pm! As soon as i left work, it was empting down with rain, got soaked by the end of the street, baring in mind it takes me about half an hour to walk to work, twice a car came past and huge puddles of water came over me, making me even more wetter!
Got up today at 6 again for work, and had a guts full, couldnt keep my eyes open all day. I have an annoying throat infection and my emotions are all over the place. I havent got much annual leave to take, so ive requested emergency annual leave for when aled comes down, im finding it very difficult to cope right now, i miss him so much, and my dad. I think after all this comotion about the money situation, im gonna go to my doctors and get a sick note, because i think i went to work too early, my head just seems fucked all the time, and im always silent at work and narky, i dont need to be but its really hard trying to work!
Its only 6:25 now and i find it hard to keep my eyes open, and if i go to sleep i wont wake up til tomorow then i have to do it all over again, i just dont have time for anyone anymore, not even Aled when he comes down. I dont think i'll be doing anything the way things are at the moment. Just seem to be working non stop.
Good things come to good people they say?! I dont think thats true, unless im a bad person in some ways?!
Got up today at 6 again for work, and had a guts full, couldnt keep my eyes open all day. I have an annoying throat infection and my emotions are all over the place. I havent got much annual leave to take, so ive requested emergency annual leave for when aled comes down, im finding it very difficult to cope right now, i miss him so much, and my dad. I think after all this comotion about the money situation, im gonna go to my doctors and get a sick note, because i think i went to work too early, my head just seems fucked all the time, and im always silent at work and narky, i dont need to be but its really hard trying to work!
Its only 6:25 now and i find it hard to keep my eyes open, and if i go to sleep i wont wake up til tomorow then i have to do it all over again, i just dont have time for anyone anymore, not even Aled when he comes down. I dont think i'll be doing anything the way things are at the moment. Just seem to be working non stop.
Good things come to good people they say?! I dont think thats true, unless im a bad person in some ways?!