Blahziblahziblah...
Hoping to graduate
NEED A JOB
I want my minivan
Need an apartment
I HATE MY MOTHER!!

So things are pretty much falling apart right before my eyes.
I was rejected from my top 4 schools.
My relationship is crumbling fast.
I'm really confused about my feelings over all.
I need a month to sort things out.
To find myself.
I need a shot., a bowl, a ciggie, chocolate, and a nice comfy pillow.

Well its official I'm going to Hudson Valley.
They received my transcripts so I'm off to college.
Maybe not a University but ill be there in a year or two.
In April I'm getting my Phone, Permit, and Car yayayayayay!!!!!
Have to go...

My "hobby" awaits me

Hehe

I am so scared and so lonely I just cant deal with this emmense pain any more.
Physically and emotionally.
The pain in my cervix gets worse everyday and emotionally I cant and dont want to be alone but  I have dealt wih it before I can deal with it again.
One year later and I'm still feeling my heart rip into little shreds.

The fact that I might have CANCER kinda scares me...

Ok so it was my fault I'm sick ( Read more... )

I'm sorry....

I want to find love in the worst way...

Went to Oneonta this weekend and had a blast!
In a couple of weeks I should be going back to get driving lessons, my permit, and a tour of SUNY Oneonta *my dream college* but umm yeah Thanks to Timmy for taking care of my pets whille I was away and cleaning my house *lol* umm yeah headed for bed a lil tired....

I heart COOPERSTOWN!!!

Yesterday I had a fever ( Read more... )