Broken promises left broken and frail

[rebelliousrockr]

Ok so it was my fault I'm sick
It was my fault that I was irresponsible
and its my fault that I now have to live with a label
Yeah I'm a sorry lil slut so on and so forth.
Maybe I deserved this.
Who knows.
I feel like I got hit by a bus physically and emotionally.
I have to deal with this sickness head on.
Its not that big as I make it seem but its pretty fucking big to me.
I am terrified.
I wont make those mistakes again.

Thats what I always say though.