tuesdays meet
tuesday we had a home meet with oakrest and EHT. joy. we lost, but it also rained and was cold. crew was cancelled so harry came. so did mrs. freeman with her son. she came to jav. she actually talked to me. all i wanted to do was run and hide but i had to finish my throws (which sucked!) i wanted to run into harry's arms and never leave. kaitie didnt kno who she was until i told her then she kept giving me hugs and asking if i was ok. im fine. walk away. we didnt talk abt it. i dont kno i f he understood or not but we didnt say a thing. he stayed with me for the meet. i was happy but yet did not want a run in with them. sports. i see her at sports. maybe she will stop coming to track like she did swimming. it used to make me happy but now that i think i upset her i dont kno how to act around her. i understand y she is there. i am there too. but i dont want to upset her. then agn i date harry.