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its scary. all i think abt is hearing his voice, feelign his touch. the person who never thought abt marriage, kids. now. i just wish we were older. graduated. finished college. have jobs. i wish there werent all the uncertainties.
the way he makes me feel. i never want to leave his arms. i dont want to not hear his voice. i would rather sit at his house and read a book or sleep next to him or go walk with him. i would skip activities just to do nothing with him but be in his presence.
i have always made a point of seperating myself so this wouldnt happen. how could i? 18 yrs, never been grounded, it never would hav done anything to me. atlst then i would hav an exuse to stay home. now. they hav a way to punish. i hav shown a weakness. i am not who i used to be.
the way he makes me feel. i never want to leave his arms. i dont want to not hear his voice. i would rather sit at his house and read a book or sleep next to him or go walk with him. i would skip activities just to do nothing with him but be in his presence.
i have always made a point of seperating myself so this wouldnt happen. how could i? 18 yrs, never been grounded, it never would hav done anything to me. atlst then i would hav an exuse to stay home. now. they hav a way to punish. i hav shown a weakness. i am not who i used to be.