The Best Sister
Well my sister went to see Fall Out Boy tonight and since she knew that I couldn't go even if I HAD tickets she made it a point to call me when 'Sugar We're Going Down' was the song they were playing!!! How awesome is that?? Lauren is the best sister (and such a major piece of my heart) in the whole entire world.
My shrink says that I am doing everything that I can to sabotage my own life because I don't feel as though I deserve it! Am I truly crazy? Will I ever know? Only in my own spinning mind will the truth come to the light and there's no telling whether that other side of my spastic mind will ever reveal any of it!! Regardless, it doesn't matter because I know that Lauren loves me and Alex loves me and so does Larry!
Black White Grey...Happy Sad Depressed...Light Dark Medium...So many choices and options and who the hell wants to make a decision!!!!!!!