Family Values, Issues, and All That Crap
So here I am as I sit on the couch in the evening again with my family. I love them all equally but am closer to a few than the others but I vow not to put on a facade for any of them. Not the in-laws, nor my own flesh and blood! I am definitely a unique individual with various needs and desires......I guess that's why I am so difficult get along with so much!
Last night I sat up until 5am stitching a Christmas stocking and watching TV because I couldn't sleep. Lauren and I were fighting about absolutely nothing but crap and it drove me crazy. I love her so much and would do anything for her that I would do for my child but yesterday she hurt my feelings when she called me a cunt. So finally I decide to suck it up and call her at 2:34AM and we got nowhere.
She was drunk and I was pilled up-(go figure)! Whether or not we aren't on coke anymore doesn't really make a difference does it? I mean thanks to our pre-disposed genes of addiction we will succumb and do anything and everything in excess won't we? Damn generational curse and fucking genetics!!!