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Geez I'm tired. Today was my only day off for the past couple of weeks and will be the only one till sunday. I mean the paycheck will defientely make up for the crazy amount of hours of working, just trying to keep thinking about that when I start to get in a pissy mood. I've been fighting with lots of customers lately, and i really don't feel that bad about it..haha...blah..
I'm actually glad to get back to classes. At first I wasn't feeling this way, but now that I'm getting back into the swing of things, I realized I did miss it. I like my classes, but my english is kinda boring me to death. It's the last class for me on Mon/Wed and at that point i just want to go home. It's all good though I guess..I dont really know what I am talking about right now but I am just filling in some people I guess.
So my two friends are officially something now and well I just am, I dont know what I am honestly...haha..A lot of people have told me that they don't agree with it, but honestly I dont really think I care about it as much as I did before. I mean I care, but I can't do anything about it. It's not my life, it's just my best friend. I can only do so much, she will have to put some effort towards our friendship too. I'm sure she will try, but I don't really expect much I guess..No offense to her because I love her and I love Jason. He is the greatest guy and they probably are really good together. Things are just different from when she was with her ex and Jason. I guess it bothers me more because Jason is a good friend. I mean Zach is a awesome guy, but he and I werent great friends. Shannon was like why is it so different, and I just couldnt explain it. Something is different, I just don't know how to explain it. I hate when I can't explain myself.
I swear though, Adellamae is probably the greatest friend!! HAHAH she is just great...
E1216287mo: but i mean it...i think of you as one of my very dearest friends...and i just wanted you to know
All right I am done for now...
I'm actually glad to get back to classes. At first I wasn't feeling this way, but now that I'm getting back into the swing of things, I realized I did miss it. I like my classes, but my english is kinda boring me to death. It's the last class for me on Mon/Wed and at that point i just want to go home. It's all good though I guess..I dont really know what I am talking about right now but I am just filling in some people I guess.
So my two friends are officially something now and well I just am, I dont know what I am honestly...haha..A lot of people have told me that they don't agree with it, but honestly I dont really think I care about it as much as I did before. I mean I care, but I can't do anything about it. It's not my life, it's just my best friend. I can only do so much, she will have to put some effort towards our friendship too. I'm sure she will try, but I don't really expect much I guess..No offense to her because I love her and I love Jason. He is the greatest guy and they probably are really good together. Things are just different from when she was with her ex and Jason. I guess it bothers me more because Jason is a good friend. I mean Zach is a awesome guy, but he and I werent great friends. Shannon was like why is it so different, and I just couldnt explain it. Something is different, I just don't know how to explain it. I hate when I can't explain myself.
I swear though, Adellamae is probably the greatest friend!! HAHAH she is just great...
E1216287mo: but i mean it...i think of you as one of my very dearest friends...and i just wanted you to know
All right I am done for now...