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I know it's been a little while since I've said anything but it's been a weird couple of days I guess you could say. But the thing is, I can't really remember all that happened. Hannah came home on Thursday!! I was so excited to see her because I just miss her whenever she is gone!! Seriously she is the person I have always gone to for advice and it works that way for Hannah. She's one of the few people I can trust I guess you could say. I did something with Ruthie, Jenny, and Adellamae on Saturday. I decided to let Adella borrow my prom dress from last year but she just couldn't leave without making me feel like crap..She told me the dress was the crapiest dress ever because the zipper broke off of it. But she tried it on with two shirts on and pants so what really did she expect honestly? Then she told me she was going to rip the strap off of it. Then to top it off after she took it off, she just crumpled it on the end of my bed. Now it may be weird that I'm complaining about her changes on this dress, but that dress means something to me. It has nothing to do with what i had to pay for it but because who I spent that night with not only my friends but that boyfriend I had then. That was a good night and for some reason when she said that it was like she was saying it was a crappy night when in reality it was a awesome day. I usually let things slide and of course I said nothing to her about it but I just wanted to cry when she kept making fun of it. I hid my sadness behind my smile though of course!!! hahah Hannah would said that is just so emo of me..lol...
Yesterday I spent time with my mom, great aunt, and my other aunt. My aunt is visiting from California so I didnt mind seeing her but my great aunt just..well..i love her, she just tires me out and im only 19. We all think she is getting the signs of Alzheimers and kinda sucks but that is life. I mean she will remember something distinctly from 30 years ago, but to remember something that happened 10 mins ago is the hardest thing ever.
After my mom and I left I tried to tell her my theory on the atmosphere everywhere. Ok well one week there was a huge earthquake in Iran, well then less then a week later there is huge mudslides in California. I mean one little thing can happen, and it can change the whole entire atmosphere across the world. It's kinda like life, something can happen to one person, and it could affect my life forever. It's like when hannah tells me she feels bad when I feel bad. It doesn't necessarily affect her at all, but it still hurts. So when people do stupid crap, it most definetely affects more than themselves in the long run. I've just been sitting around and noticing the affects of people's actions lately. I may just think too much but that all really makes sense to me...
All right enough babbling I think for today cuz I have to go to work now.
Yesterday I spent time with my mom, great aunt, and my other aunt. My aunt is visiting from California so I didnt mind seeing her but my great aunt just..well..i love her, she just tires me out and im only 19. We all think she is getting the signs of Alzheimers and kinda sucks but that is life. I mean she will remember something distinctly from 30 years ago, but to remember something that happened 10 mins ago is the hardest thing ever.
After my mom and I left I tried to tell her my theory on the atmosphere everywhere. Ok well one week there was a huge earthquake in Iran, well then less then a week later there is huge mudslides in California. I mean one little thing can happen, and it can change the whole entire atmosphere across the world. It's kinda like life, something can happen to one person, and it could affect my life forever. It's like when hannah tells me she feels bad when I feel bad. It doesn't necessarily affect her at all, but it still hurts. So when people do stupid crap, it most definetely affects more than themselves in the long run. I've just been sitting around and noticing the affects of people's actions lately. I may just think too much but that all really makes sense to me...
All right enough babbling I think for today cuz I have to go to work now.