(no subject)
Well it's been decided...I pretty much have a full time job now. I not only am a full time college student, but working everyday but sundays to help my family out for awhile.. I dont mind it that much because although my job kinda sucks, it's an escape from the craziness of my house. It's like my own place to go to really. That might sound weird, but until I am out on my own, I need a place where I can think about things. I always have my friends to talk to like Miss Hannah Buffie!! haha and of course my Shannon!!! But I can only say so much.
My dad just got home tonight from the hospital. He went in the 23rd because he had a blood clot in his right leg. If he wouldn't of gone to the hospital, the clot would of moved to his lungs and well I wouldn't have a dad anymore. Although my dad and I don't respect each other very much, I still want him around. That probably sounds totally hypocritical on my part because he and I really dont get along. It's like 80% of the time we are fighting, and 20% we are in a neutral place. It's all right though.
My sister is staying at her friends housesitting for the week. Gotta say I like the quiet! But she is staying with her "friend" Jeff..OH MY!! He is a recovering drug addict..I must say my sister knows how to pick em. I've dated some crazy guys in my short life, but never drug addicts and such. But he may very well be a very respectable guy other than that.
I've been really tired this week. I dont know why hospitals make me so tired. All I did was sit and talk to my dad and family. My dad's side came to the hospital on Christmas Eve to give him his presents. It was really nice actually. That was the most Christmas I've had this year. But the first night my dad went to the hospital, the nurses wouldn't let me go to the Emergency room and I had a panic attack seriously. I couldn't stop moving around and crying and I couldn't breath. It was weird because I just didn't know what was going on. I think that's what scared me the most. When they finally let me back I just ran to my mom. They got there at 4, and I got there at 8...We didn't get my dad to a bed till 11. It was a long night. But we stayed at the hospital basically everyday. We'd leave around 11 and come back around 10 in the morning. I'm just so very happy my dad is going to be ok honestly.
My dad just got home tonight from the hospital. He went in the 23rd because he had a blood clot in his right leg. If he wouldn't of gone to the hospital, the clot would of moved to his lungs and well I wouldn't have a dad anymore. Although my dad and I don't respect each other very much, I still want him around. That probably sounds totally hypocritical on my part because he and I really dont get along. It's like 80% of the time we are fighting, and 20% we are in a neutral place. It's all right though.
My sister is staying at her friends housesitting for the week. Gotta say I like the quiet! But she is staying with her "friend" Jeff..OH MY!! He is a recovering drug addict..I must say my sister knows how to pick em. I've dated some crazy guys in my short life, but never drug addicts and such. But he may very well be a very respectable guy other than that.
I've been really tired this week. I dont know why hospitals make me so tired. All I did was sit and talk to my dad and family. My dad's side came to the hospital on Christmas Eve to give him his presents. It was really nice actually. That was the most Christmas I've had this year. But the first night my dad went to the hospital, the nurses wouldn't let me go to the Emergency room and I had a panic attack seriously. I couldn't stop moving around and crying and I couldn't breath. It was weird because I just didn't know what was going on. I think that's what scared me the most. When they finally let me back I just ran to my mom. They got there at 4, and I got there at 8...We didn't get my dad to a bed till 11. It was a long night. But we stayed at the hospital basically everyday. We'd leave around 11 and come back around 10 in the morning. I'm just so very happy my dad is going to be ok honestly.