a nite worth cuting
going to my boy friends house lasted nite like i do a lot to see him was just going to be a time to see each other talk hang out do a lil have some fun. but in this world nothing works as it should... we where kissing feeling each other up and his mom walked in v_v i wanted the door closed just in case but gio said no thats bad so w/e i was going insane and did not care. his mom walked in and she said ~GIO OMG GIO COME HERE!~ we stond there blank freaking out not a word came out... he looked at me grabed my hand and his cell and said g2g started to walk down stiars but his mom blocked me off and said U STAY! and gio ran off... i gusse in a way its good i took that first blow of it all for himhis mom let me have it at one point telling me im not worth a thing and crap but all u that know me know of my mom and gios mom is like a baby cat due to her so i can take it for him np. i told them stuff to clam them down and make everything seen better it worked i said the worst thing in his life they can do is try to stop it or in that case stop seeing me........i wont let any one stand in the way of love nothing can stop mejust get in my way and wait there doom. i called gio he was trying to run off but i could not let that happen everything was so so ok there not worth runing away from. i hope they stayed that way when i left but w/e. gio walked backed in sat by his brother who kind of makes me think of my self of a way that pissese me off.but w/e they talked i sat and moved my head up and down i wanted to yell out ~STOP THIS FUCKING DUM SHIT ITS DONE WITH!~ but i just sat there wanting for it to end. at 11 i called my dad should of been home at 8 but opps... i told him i was fucked off my ass with friends and one girls mom found out. if he knew what really happen that be end of my life here in pembroke pines...at 11 i said may i plz talk to gio alone they said ok we walked out side i wanted to break down into tears him beat the crap out of me make me feel like i did on the inside but he was like w/e and idk v_v i got in car turned up music to point i heared bells 3hours after geting home i fell asleep at 2 am and said fuck school so im home alone now. i talked to gio when i got home that nite to he wanted me gone he wanted to break up with but he knew deep inside he did not want to let me go i gusse no matter what i love him no matter what..
i love you
i love you