things are looking up for me
for the past few days i been super busy even know my classese are easy as fuck i still try in them besides a few >> im trying to get the anime and gsa up and runing and everything so xD. as for my bf im in love with him he makes me smile so much and does so many things to make me happy. even know i hurt him once of few times he knows i do it in love and he does the same to me but for other reasons he knows i love the touch of his nails in me or clawing me it hurts so much but feels so good. i want to be alone with him so bad i want him to be everything to me and theres only one thing he has not done for me and thats to come see me and be with me here in my room listen to my music cuddle in my bed kiss me and say i love you while doing this all. its a dream i keep haveing and i want to be real so bad i can only wait till the day it comes the day i become one with him and him one with me to feel each other like never befor and leave this world and be togethere forever in love and peace.